Wednesday, April 13, 2011

It has alwiz been my passion ...

It has been more than a year and 4 months since i joined this dept... truly n without doubt, this new job has taught me a lot of things... and truly mould a better person of me compare to before ... i actually did things i have not imagine before, the process of dealing n negotiating alwiz come into action ... eventhough at first i found it difficult, but as time goes by, alhamdullah Allah helps in many ways... However, i just could not forget teaching. it has alwiz been my passion. my friend alwiz encourage me to still do teaching as a part time job, however it may works for others but not me. Im not that person who can alwiz do two things in one time. im just an ordinary people who like to come back to house, relax and having sometime with myself... but, i could not pursue my dream as my postgraduate degree is yet to complete. and the policy of every ipta now is for lecturers to have at least masters degree, with the intention to continue for phd. with my current position now, i dont think i can manage to do phd. phd needs sacrifices of time and money as well. i love my job now, but i also would want to pursue for phd asap. im not getting younger,therefore i need to grab all opportunities as time move on very fast. but, leaving this job of course will hurt some people feelings, especially my mum n my dad. n of course, will effect me as well as ive gone through many things for the sake of this job. money is not the main focus here but its just an opportunity to get things i really love and have passion with... I pray to Allah that He will show us the rigjht way as only Allah knows the best for us. Amin.